Fragmented Fridays

I am feeling unbelievable grouchy. Part of that is coming from thinking that I need to write something witty and I am not feeling very witty. When I write, I am aware that there is an audience and can not help but want to please that audience. I am throwing caution to the wind and writing about things that I don’t think anyone except myself will care about. Screw it.

I got all worked up because I had to go to the psychiatrist. I take medication for anxiety. I am grateful for this medicine and do not feel ready to stop. Even though I am grateful for this medication, I am having issues with my weight and I believe the medication is contributing to my girth and inability to degirthify. What to do?

I wanted to ask the psychiatrist to try a different medication, but I was sure he would dismiss my concerns. I had this imaginary argument with him in my head. I walked into the appointment all stressed out and his response was that my concerns were reasonable and that of course we could try something else. He also suggested I get my thyroid checked. Yup, he was totally cooperative and responsive. I had a fight in my head with him for no good reason and based on nothing other than my own issues. And this is me on anxiety medication, can you imagine me not on it?

I friggin’ hate being over-weight. I hate it!!! I am totally uncomfortable at this weight. I do not mind having to work to lose weight. I actually enjoy exercise. It’s something that I do just for me and it feels good to do something just for me. What doesn’t feel good is exercising and knowing that I am getting more fit, but still feeling uncomfortable in my body. My body is just not reacting the way that I am used to and I find it very frustrating. I hope that this change in medication helps.

I am very behind on blog reading and it is stressing me out! Why am I getting stressed out by something that is supposed to be fun?

Word verification is at it again! That B!t@h insulted me. She asked me to type in “crakho”. I’m not stupid, I know she was calling me a “crack ho”! I hate her!!!

And that’s all she wrote!

Have a great weekend!

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